I found myself listening to Lana Del Rey again, by accident. A happy accident. I don’t know what happens to me, but whenever I feel sad or begin to dissociate,...
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What I’m currently obsessed with.
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The Mathematics of Hope
To me, hope is a dangerous weapon that holds no actual power of its own. The only power it has comes from the person using it. Hope is just a...
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Two Decades with Massive Attack: What Drew Me to Them in the First Place
Well, it’s not exactly two decades. It’s probably more than that, but I didn’t realize it. This post was meant to be a way of recalibrating myself with something I’ve...
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The Bear Has Always Been Like a Mental Asylum And Somehow, I Feel Like I Belong There
And most importantly, it’s hard to organize a team full of mentally overloaded people into one unified team of skillful people. The most fucked up thing above all? You are...
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Thirty-Seven.
I tried not to care, but I couldn’t. Celebrating my own birthday has always felt strange to me. Not like something I look forward to, but something I could easily...
Be Your Own Jin, Be Your Own Will
I found myself listening to Lana Del Rey again, by accident. A happy accident. I don’t know what happens to me, but whenever I feel sad or begin to dissociate,...
Nothing ever really leaves the room even when it’s nobody inside
Okay, I must admit that this title is so Backrooms-coded lmao. I can understand what the movie is all about, or even its original YouTube series, without ever searching through...
My name is Drasa. Today is my birthday. I can do whatever the hell I want.
I like her energy. Men would love her energy. Women would love her energy. Levi loves her energy. This kind of woman is endlessly fascinating to men until they begin...
The Problems with Hugs
Have you ever thought about something and realized, after a very long time, that you actually needed this one particular thing? Well, that’s me. Hi. I’m one of those people...
I Stand My Ground: The Bear Is Like a Mental Asylum Full of People With Personality Disorders [Final]
Actually, that was uttered by Jess in the series, verbatim: “people with different personality disorders.” And it proves my point from my previous blog entry. The Bear shows how human...
People Think I did it for Fun, without Knowing That I was Hurt too.
Sometimes I wonder if what I’m doing is the right thing. Defending something that may have already collapsed a long time ago. Yet here I am, still standing in the...
Breaking the Orbit
I’ve always seen my trauma as a black hole. For as long as I can remember, I’ve been orbiting around it. Seeing it, feeling it, but never daring to get...